Blah, blah, blah.

I don't know why I'm so fucking hungry lately.
It's really bugging me and I really need to break this.
I'm hoping I'm not pregnant.

Cuz, I really want to lose weight and stuff.

Ugh...too much on my mind. I need something that will curb my hunger.

I think it was because I was in that hospital so long and I wasn't able to eat whenever I wanted, and whenever *I* was hungry.



Annnnd. I hate waiting :(

You're all my little puppets.

Wow, the thoughts that run through my head.
I don't know what I'm doing.
Where I'm going.
I know what I want though.
And damn I'm going to do anything in my friggin power to get it.

Oh and trust me, I have a lot of power.

Hehehehe.
And no one will ever know the truth.

Haha.
Ha....Wow. I amuse myself with these puppets.

Something real.

I keep sleeping a lot lately. Maybe that's a sign I should stop my crazyness of Staying up one night and going to bed early the next. I was up this morning but I fell right back asleep!

Wasn't able to head to Community Service today because of the rain and the cold.
I went there yesterday and got 8 hours done. It wasn't so bad over there. I like it a lot better than the other place I was going to, before.

I've been having a lot of ideas for writing lately. I'm thinking about a novel. And I'm thinking I want to write something real. I had a lot of ideas yesterday when I was walking around that place. It's actually pretty peaceful. They even have this little secret passageway through the trees and it was pretty awesome when I walked through and there were a shit load of butterflies and pretty birds flying around! Hmmm.

Maybe this place is what I need. I'm so happy I'm getting my imagination back!
And I'm so happy with myself. Haha.

All I can really say is? That the old Della/Holly is back.
And welcome to a trip of chaos.

The little penguin on Cats Don't Dance is really cute.

Where in the world is my 5 dolla footlong!?!?

Well, so far so good.
Starting a new blog? Who me? Naw, really.

I'll be finished with my community service by Sunday/Monday.
And then all I have to worry about is the N/A meetings and a few more fines to pay.
I was really ticked off over the fact that I got kicked out over smoking a cigarette in the morning and eating a coffee cake. Haha!
Of all the things I could have got kicked out for? I get kicked out over a coffee cake!

I have until May 4th to finish my N/A meetings. I can finish those by the end of February. And then I will be released on early termination.
So it looks like I've got a little bit more time with a place to live (at my father's) than I realized? I thought my termination from the Pretrial Diversion Program would be on February 4th. Apparently not.
Gives me more time in hopes of Marrianne getting that loan. Or hopefully something else coming along.

I guess this blog will be used for random thoughts and things going on. Things that I plan to do. Lists. My short stories and random posts on the novel I will be starting/working on.

I really need to start studying for the drivers ed test.

Yeah, if I stay up one more night without any sleep? I think I'll keel over and pass out in some random area.

Not good.